Letter for my son

Hi son, my lover. 

I'm felling that I never ever been away from you for so long. I miss u so much. Today when the moon rise and the weather is cold. I'm going to the memory with your shadow in everywhere. I felt to not breathe when I thought about you. My son, I want to see you go to grow every day, to huge you, to go to picnic, etc. with you. I want to become a really father in your youth. When I stay here, I'm felling impotent that we can't stay side by side. Your image and your sound in all my soul. Day after day, I try to work hard to not think about you and to fell that I never live in the earth. I away live in a harassing longing.

Don't hate me, my angle. I coutn a day to meet you. Hope a day coming soon. I can do anything for your happies. I promise I never far away you. Because if that don't happens will be torture for the rest of my life.

Miss you.

Your father